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[23 Jan 2009|01:13pm] |
I wake alone in a woman's bed I hardly know. I wake alone and pretend that I am finally home. The room is littered with her books and notebooks I imagine what they say, like, "Shoo fly don't bother me." I can hardly get myself out of the bed for fear of never lying in this bed again. Oh Christ, I'm not that desperate. Oh no, oh God. I am. How'd I end up here to begin with? I don't know. Why do I start what I can't finish?
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The risk of failures what makes life worth living. |
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[29 Apr 2008|08:17pm] |
.....the past is the past, ........ living a new life. a life of happiness.... warm weather ........ people say they hate change, but i greet it with open arms. anything can be better than what i ......... dependancy .........as opposed to just one. .....better for me ....im still standing
f u c k y o u .
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1 cried themselves to sleep | The risk of failures what makes life worth living. |
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[22 Oct 2007|10:13pm] |
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i dont ask for much but when i do ask i dont get it. all i wanted was a note telling me how you feel and i still havent seen it. ill take anything at this point, if you gave me the lint from your pocket i would be happy..
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The risk of failures what makes life worth living. |
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[22 Oct 2007|01:48pm] |
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ONCE AGAIN I GO UNAPPRECIATED. WHY DO I DO ANYTHING FOR YOU? WHY DO I CONSTANTLY TRY TO GET YOU TO BE NICE TO ME BY DOING THINGS FOR YOU AND YOU JUST ACT THE SAME? YOU MAKE ME FEEL WORTHLESS. I MIGHT AS WELL GIVE UP SINCE YOU DONT CARE ANYWAY...
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The risk of failures what makes life worth living. |
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